God hmm why are human like that? hmm then why when ritchell got problem she some sort of find me then like when no problem she also like somesort of ignore me on9 :/ God is it my fault for like hmm asking too much? or what ? i dun wanna do things like this anymore i mean like i wanna do thing with motive D: things really suck people really suck i really suck but that doesnt mean im losing faith in you lah hmm God i know i have done this wrongly today seriously i cant control and im gonna fast till sat see how God how? i mean like am i seriously a busybody? should i even ask? hmm God i wanna grow i really wanna do me best for you but im like a car with key but no oil :/ i need you God need u in my life :/ i dunno wanna live like this at all D: it sucks hai and i dun wanna give anymore excuses like i got headache caus this will end up me sinning more :/ HELP ME GOD PLEASE HELP ME :/ thank you lord and i shall put all my trust.hopes,expectationand faith in you and i know that u will lead me yeah thankyou lord :D