God hmm why are human like that? hmm then why when ritchell got problem she some sort of find me then like when no problem she also like somesort of ignore me on9 :/ God is it my fault for like hmm asking too much? or what ? i dun wanna do things like this anymore i mean like i wanna do thing with motive D: things really suck people really suck i really suck but that doesnt mean im losing faith in you lah hmm God i know i have done this wrongly today seriously i cant control and im gonna fast till sat see how God how? i mean like am i seriously a busybody? should i even ask? hmm God i wanna grow i really wanna do me best for you but im like a car with key but no oil :/ i need you God need u in my life :/ i dunno wanna live like this at all D: it sucks hai and i dun wanna give anymore excuses like i got headache caus this will end up me sinning more :/ HELP ME GOD PLEASE HELP ME :/ thank you lord and i shall put all my trust.hopes,expectationand faith in you and i know that u will lead me yeah thankyou lord :D

God haha thanks for everything :D God ritchell is still feeling down u know?
God i hope you can help me help her cheer her up or anybody as long as she is happy
caus she is my good friend and sister in christ i also know that u wont like her to be unhappy uhh!!
haha i seriously wanna thank you for all the things u have given me :D haha thanks man thanks for letting me know you :D i hope you can help me in every part of my life :D thank you God i pray that u will do your work in NORTH and the SEMBAWANG group :D

God im sorry for doing this kind of weird stuff when i already know that i amd wrong... God i didnt mean to do this. its just becaus i was curious :/ God you have already forgiven me like so many time but i still do this thing to you WHY GOD? why cant i change for the better? if i really can change by not using computer im willing God i dun wanna sin anymore SERIOUSLY please God please HELP ME i need your help i know u tried to help me but i didnt really appreciate it and thats why this thing happened :/ God help me i will try my best to not do it again i will try not to break my promise anymore sorry God :/